10:08 PM Saturday, January 01, 2011
First day of the year.. NO KOI!!!! Not because they PH no open, is because they haven open when i reach tpy at ard 10 plus. Online put 10am they open but cheat my feelings lo. Passed and collected some things from joyce. Then went to buy subway for breakfast for me and my mama before going to the market.
Tmr morning meeting linda for breakfast. YAKUN!!!! And finally going to buy my KOI before going to the market again. Wahahaha.
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Special entry for my beloved friend *PUI*
我讲你，你不爽。But you think i really like to spend my time tell this common sense things to you? This is not the first time already. Everytime you do this bloody shit. 麻烦的人是你, and dun say why is it so hard for us to meet. The person that is making the meeting so hard is you. I said before i dun like last minute things. But you keep on doing this shit. You have things to do, i also have things to do. Dun think that the world or ME turns for you. 讲难听一点, you are not the centre of our/my life! And now you should be thinking,
"you can choose not to to this."
"i din say the world turns ard for me or ask you to put me at the centre."
If you are thinking of the first, what do you mean by "choose"? 你排行老几?
If you are really thinking abt either one, then i should study psychology course. HAH!
And if you dun want to give, you can choose not to give. I din say it's a must to give. And telling me that thing is useless? Friends give each other stuffs are seeing their sincerity no matter how useless the things are. Even useless things are good cuz they thought of you when they bought stuffs for you. Friendship are not weighed by how much are they willing to spend on each other or through materialistic stuffs. And you are thinking that why wont i spent above $10/$15 for you but for my other friends, is just because you dun worth it. Wait till you know what's the meaning behind friendship then things "might" change (which i dun think will). Not everything that you want/wished/hint will go as you wish. WAKE UP!! There's no such things as paradise/heaven/fairies. Bang the wall if you still think you always meet good ppl.
THIS IS REALITY!! THAT'S HOW THE WORLD & HUMAN WORKS!!!!
Teach you how they works/ how not to let emotions take over you?? Learn it yourself! Or you should find a book titled "How to Face the Reality for Dummies"
I sms saying that i will slap you if you do this do that blah blah? You think i will really do that?? If i would then all my other friends would not have been alive right now. LOL!! Can't say that you are si-tu-pi. Naive?? not really.
Your thinking always so extreme. But i help you analyse some of it. How good of me.
I helped you put in simpler form on how you think of ppl and categorise them in case you dun understand
Yes / No - Dunno is the word for you. Fits you to a T. Your motto in decisions.
Female / Male - hmm. dun forget someone is in the middle~~
Good / Bad - all living things in the world are good except me. Cheers~
If you read this entry and think that i'm cold-blooded, why YES I AM!! I'm the only bad person in your entire life!
Q&A now for other folks on why am i cold-blooded.
Q : Why everytime you cry, ppl also go up and ask you why are you crying, okay or not and comfort you but i don't?
A : WHY SHOULD I?!??!?! First time maybe i will, but almost everytime?? You are only testing my tolerance level. Things doesn't go as you wish you cry, ppl beat you when you started first you get angry, after quarrelling cry again. Everytime same things happens again and again. For 2 f-ing years!! VERY I-R-R-I-T-A-T-I-N-G. Spell that.
Q : 看我不爽 cuz i'm close to *biong biong??
A : Scared that i will snatch *biong biong from you?? Hmmm, 我不是(不正) <- make into a chinese character. Being tomboy doesn't make a female (不正). Just because i dun wear skirt doesn't make me a guy, having adam's apple doesn't make me a guy either. And.. it's not that i dun wear skirts or dress, it's just that i'm going to school to study not fashion show. After school go home already what for wear so nice and why must i wear for you to see to determine i'm more femme or homme?
Still not enough?? Re-read the special entry above, it will be more than enough.
That's all i want to say. Woo~ vented all my rants out.
Spent 1 hour typing this crap.
Long post for the first day of 2011!!!
Happy new year!!!
