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Will not be updating my blog for a few days or maybe a few weeks. Need to settle my school/personal stuffs and find new part time job. Tests and more tests..damn it. Need to concentrate more on studies, so maybe after the next week's performance i will not be going for band so frequently. So dun ask/sms me why again cuz i dun wan to fail any module.

Catching up with the girls this week. Woohoo.

It's 12am now..

GOOD MORNING EVERYONE!!!

LOL.. lame shit..

Band practice tmr. Going to meet claris for dinner in school. And wed going Auditirium for practice.

Went out with my bro yesterday to see his things. He bought a Converse shoe and a man's blazer from This Fashion. I'm not the one whose buying for him. LOL. I dun have that much $$. He's so slow in choosing the things he want lo. From TPY to Bishan then to PS. ZZZ.. After that went to Daiso to help my mum buy her things then we went home.

Boring update for now. But maybe there's more interesting post after my concert i hope. LOL. Feel like drinking Koi milk tea sia.

Did i mention that i drop my German OE?? I attended the first lesson and i dun understand what the hell the teacher is talking. She's a German but her England too Germany liao lo. Nobody understand. Somemore got one student keep asking questions that nobody understands and he's trying to show off his Germany and England. Si bei irritating can. I think the teacher also very irritated by him. He keep asking questions in the middle of the class. Then the whole lesson extended. Slap him lo.

i think I go sleep le.. Gute Nacht~~~

p/s: Girls, when are we planning to meet up and 叙叙旧?? mabe not that 旧, but meetup!!! Dinner, shopping, slacking, movies, whatever..LOL

Went for sectional in the afternoon. Tang Xiao Ping teaching, quite funny and relaxing. There's alumni band today also. But then nt many ppl, only around 10 ppl went. Quite pathetic eh.

LONG WEEKENDS!!!!!
SAT, SUN, MON +++++++ TUES!!! Why tues no school?? cuz my timetable says so. LOL. But got band rehearsals, so still must go back to school on tues.

Tmr going over to Fujitsu service centre again to get my LCD screen done. After that go find my bro's shoe. Maybe at the same time look for mine.

Ah ji came back from Taiwan with loads of food and some souvenirs. She buy a La Bi Xiao Xin ez-link card sticker and torch for me. Still got Taipei 101 building keychain. She also help me buy tank tops and cardigan. Wahahaha. More clothes~~~ But too bad she din buy acessories for me cuz she say i have too many pairs of earrings liao. =.=

Nvm, at least she buy a lot of food. Crackers, chocolate, Muah Chee biscuits, Ah Po Tie Dan. Ok, that's not a lot. Just this few but a lot of packets. And she keep complaining that she din buy enough which is true la. She say she also went to Jay Chou's restaurant to eat and went to Luo Zhi Xiang's apparel store to buy something for her friend. But the things there is ex de lo.

Next is my turn to go liao. Work and save more money. I also want to go overseas~~~ I MISS VIENNA!!! =.=

Ah ji coming back today!! My parents went to fetch her liao.

Support!! Support!!

SINFONIQUE '08
7.30pm
NYP Auditorium

free admission but ticket is needed
Anybody interested can sms or pm me at msn cuz i need to get extra tickets :)

So lazy to do my things. Been using the com from morning till now.

O level English today. My bro like no need to revise lo. Din even see him open the assessment to revise yesterday. In the morning still can online watch Naruto. ZZZ

Nothing to do. I think i go stone liao.

I'm getting fatter le lo.. Keep eating non-stop. Need to exercise!!! Cannot laze around!!
I miss my girls!! Shall we go out someday?! I really need some shopping, exercising and catching up with you guys!! When when when??
!get out from my life

Just webcam with my sis. Their hotel very big and nice. And their watching Kang xi now and i only get to watch at youtube tmr. She bought La Bi Xiao Xin keychain and Spongebob file for me!!! HAPPY!! But haven bought and clothings yet. She's going Xi Men Ding tmr to see see look look.

Maybe shall webcam with her again tmr evening or night before my parents go slp so can talk to her. :)

Going to slp le..goodnight everyone!

Collected my laptop just now. They helped me change my main board. But then the standby mode still not working. They say need to go school to reformat the laptop. But i think i will try to use it until term break or what. And i also waiting fo the LCD screen to come then i go back for repair again.

Now very hungry seh. Papa Lam go market fetch Mama Lam home. Shun bian buy rice for us to eat. I think my sis reach taipei liao.. But she haven call back yet. I think i sprain my neck.. Cannot move too much. Think my slping position not good. Now damn pain lo.

Think update till here ba.

I need some retail therapy!!!!!!!

What's the use of reminding yourself when you din make an effort to change? still putting it there to let others ask you what happen? you said you've tried, but we can't see the effort. Trying to make yourself pathetic to let others care for you, twisting the facts and all. Asking other ppl why din i talk to you and not you asking me this qns personally. Saying that you are used to giving in to other ppl and making other feel guilty that we din ask for your opinions? Sorry but i'm not that kind of person to care for ppl when it's themselves directing and playing in the scene. Maybe you should change your script for rather go to a better place where you can make this play better. If you are not happy with things not going your way, speak up! And manners?! You are the only one to hate them, not us, but cuz of your fucking action, we can't even be back to classmates. Maybe you have realised, or maybe not, that your friends are drifting away from you. but they dun want to say. Behaving like you have a very good ren yuan, but then you are nnot just zipping your mouth and giving black face to ppl. You think we can read your mind? Asking what happen to you, you shut up, When no ppl care for you, you keep asking why. What the fuck to you want?! Kicking ppl's chair and showing black face to show your displeasure abt ppl you dun like joining into our grp. dun you have any fucking ot. trying to beat others results or what, i dun care. But at least, when asking ppl results or whatever, pls do say out yours too. Dun be so secretive cuz we won't care much. It's just a form of manners. Continue to be like this and be prepared to say bye to all. Maybe you dun like me, or you hate me, but I DUN GIVE A FUCK ABT IT!! There's a limit to my tolerence. I haven erupt yet. try it if you want, but make sure that you dun even talk to me after that. Maybe you dunno me well, but when i hate a person, i dun care whether you are dead or alive. But dun try to act as if you know me inside out cuz nobody does, not even my parents. When you dunno anything, you jolly well shut the fuck up. Cuz being smart alec irritates ppl. Asking ppl to be truthful, but have you? always thinking that others are in the wrong but not yourself. Saying other ppl attitude, but not yourself, want to play pranks on others but when ppl qns you, you dare fucking flare up and cry. You can scold ppl bitch, slut whatever or say ppl pro, but others cannot say abt you. You think you are perfect but others are not? I tell you, nobody is perfect that includes you. Maybe your parents give you everything that you want, but hey, this is the real world. Helping you get a job, but in the end drag me down and let me get scolding. "No working attitude and complaining when you have things or nothing to do." This sentence is not the one i say, but is the CEO's wife and all other staffs. And your problem create problems for my friend. Now you know why you only worked for A DAY! i've been want ing to tell you this, but i can't. Nobody can, cuz we thought you can change, but NO! The real world is out there, and not in your house. Cry all you want i dun care, just dun come and bother me with your pathetic story and effortless change. You can try to read this post, see whether am i talking abt you, but i know you do. SO CHANGE FOR THE BETTER!

Venting all my frustrations here still cannot appease the anger in me. but one word for you, CHANGE!!!
No offence, but refrain from doing all these things if you dun want to get scolded. But basically, i still make joke or play around. :)

I've put up the new board on my table. More things to pin up liao. Fujitsu haven call me yet, i think have till wait till mon or tues then can collect liao.

Went to Hougang mall after school with taima and xiaoqing to buy taima's mouse. Also shun bian to NTUC see the price of papaya. Then after that xq went back then me and taima go LJS for dinner. Then went back to Popular to buy my pin-up board and metal ruler. Next items to buy are post-it pads, calculator and 2009 diary book.

Wanted to see shoes, but then no customers inside the shop i paiseh. LOL. And i'm still aiming for jeans. Then went home carrying the big board.

It's already 130am liao. Shall go slp already.

I WANT TO BUY JEANS AND SHOE!!!!

And my contact lens.. need to buy new box. No more liao.. But then no $$ left if buy jeans and shoe. Or should i buy contact lens first? Nvm.

Feel so tired today.. think i will pack my bag and slp early soon.

Got my pay at last!! Been wanting to buy my shoes but no time to go out.

Today no schhol cuz yesterday got night class. Wen to Fujitsu service cantre at Funan. I can get back my laptop within 3 or 4 days. But battery cannot help me change cuz only got 1 year warranty for that. And reformatting of the laptop needs to pay $50 (before GST). ZZZ

i go watch hotshot liao.

First day of school. Nothing much except starting of tutorials. Bought all the lecture notes today also. Huixuan came back from Hongkong and bought us some chocolates and soft toys. Xiaoqing also brought her food from Japan to school. And she helped us take some kind of praying charm. Thanks to the both of them. Especially food..lol..love it.

Going to Funan to service my laptop tmr. Hope can change the battery and service until like brand new. LOL. Band today, went in late cuz got night class. Played for a while then went home.

Boring update today cuz no happenings la. Sis going off to Taiwan at 1pm tmr, not going airport cuz laptop is more impt for now.

p/s: Take care Joyce, can call/sms me to go out or whatever if you need a listening ear or you're bored. I will try my best to squeeze time out. :)

Working now. So sian working alone, nobody to talk to. Shamini went off at non cuz she took half day off. She has toothache due to her wisdom tooth. But the good thing is can use the com la. And that's what i'm doing. LOL! Today still can manage alone cuz not many absentees and calls. Update the CRM and nothing to do liao. All the things like turning over of classes still can cope cuz only a few class and colleagues also got help. Think today can leave early cuz i only left 4 classes to go. Wee~

Going for the gathering dinner after work later.
FOOD!!
And my pay still haven transfer over yet..ZZZ

HOT!! HOT!! HOT!!




i meant the weather :)
Showered 2 times today but still sweaty la. So decided to just on the fan and blow directly on me.

Went to the newly opened Fairprice just now, bought things for dinner. Made chicken patties but not that nice cuz the potatoes are too soft. Cut my hair after buying. Shorter fringe, other than that not much difference.

Working tmr. Confirm i will look very lethargic. you know.. girls stuff. haha
Going to sleep early early tonight. Around 11?
Shall finish up watching my shows if not tmr work whole day no time.

Monday school starts. There goes my holidays and shopping time. School haven start yet but i'm already thinking of the next semester's holidays liao. LOL. Knock some sense into me.

I WANT BADMINTON AND SWIMMING!!!!

p/s: eh eh.. omg girls, when going to play badminton ar?? haha

Haven recover yet. And i keep logging in to the iBanking to check whether my pay has been transferred or not.

I need some real shopping but everyone's like not free or school already started. And my skin has been peeling non-stop lo. Already 2 weeks liao. And everytime go out have to wear long sleeve as if the weather is very cold like that. ZZZ

My bro suddenly take care of his appearance lo. Today just told me that he wanted to buy Converse shoe or look a like de, cuz he say his graduation night he wants to wear that. And the theme was superstar. =.=. Told him to wear like how jay chou first came out. Hoodie jacket. LOL. Then yesterday told us that he wants to wear on that night. then ask us to help him find that lookalike jacket seen on tv. Just nice my sis going Taiwan, so can see see look look. Think should take him out tmr or what to look at his shoe and clothes. And he's gonna pay for himself. I no $$ liao.

My mum recently has been hooked to Viwawa. Aunties all the same la uh.

Mahjong tops the chart!

My flu is not going away!! Keep leaking and leaking, wondering when will it stop. And my sorethroat is getting worse.

Band yesterday, went for 1 hour plus and went home during the break. Was breaking out in cold sweat in the room while playing. But now i'm feeling better but not the flu. And band room was super duper cold as though it was snowing (for a sick person like me) even though i was wearing jacket.

I want to go out before my school starts. Badminton, slacking, window shopping. Supposedly going out on friday with cousin, but then Sunday we having family gathering so cancelled. And i'm working on sunday also. Just nice one day before school starts. And hopefully my flu will go away next week.

Going to print out my timetable, buy books and clothes hopefully when i got my pay for last month. Going to get a pair of jeans and a few clothes.

Huixuan went for Hongkong for 4 days now. Dunno there fun or not. I also want to go. My sis flying to Taiwan with her friends next Tues. I also want to go~~ Better buy back more clothes, bags and food for me lo.

Shall update till here, will come back soon.

Tap water is leaking non-stop. Not going anywhere tmr. I'm going to rest, rest, rest and more rest. Hopefully can recover faster then go for band prac.

I think the medicine is taking effect now..feel so drowsy. I'm going to sleep now..

Bye... and goodnight.

Nothing to update. Din went out yesterday except for a short trip to the company. And now i'm sick. Flu + sorethroat. And my nose now is like tap water leaking lo. Have to use tissue paper to stop it.

Hungry seh, now waiting for my papa to buy back food for me. But suddenly i feel like eating KFC. haha. 以毒攻毒. And it's always when i'm sick then i have sudden crave for fast food, especially KFC.

Next monday, going to watch movie with my sis and cousin. And lunching at Xin Wang. And i need to return her $$ for helping me to buy liquor.

Now so broke. Need more work but is not scheduling me more and school is going to start soon. 12 Oct, 1 more week!! Time passes so fast. And end of this month is the Sinfonique concert already. There's band tmr, luckily not in the morning, if not sure cannot wake up one.

Think update till here cuz i'm going back to sleep.

Pics from the picnic!!

The two cuties




Linda and Me!


Zet Shoung the Birthday Girl


With her sis


Linda and Cat taking MV, Director: Sinyee The Nanny


Makan Time!! (saw my two toned hand?)


Meien and Shalin in the tent



OH -


NO!!!


Indian dance



Playing dai-dee


Look look look


Building sand castle



Emo


2 cuties with Nanny


Chor lor pose taken by shalin


Cute!




Shalin with her ah yi


Linda trying to fit into shalin's newly bought shoe






Group Photos!! (saw a red lobster?)




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My skin is peeling now from all the pain, so ee yer lo. Flakey flakey skin

Went to Converse warehouse sale with huiyi and linda. Bought a jacket, pencil case and a shirt. And linda got her shorts free cuz the person din notice that the shorts was stuck inside the pile of 3 shirts for $20. Lucky her.. LOL